Rough Draft (intro to seven levels of Hell)

Rough draft (Intro to seven levels of Hell)

the worst part of my life always wanting to die.
All these laughs and smiles are just hidden cries.
No matter how much I try I am left defeated.
life telling me I'm worthless but needed.
Somehow, someway, every other fucking day.
Suicide awareness, society tells me to behave.
self abuse to escape the abuse of you.
Seven levels of hell will reveal the truth.

I just needed to get shit off my chest. no friend there not even the best. took the truth to the noose and put it around my neck.
all set, get wrecked, here we go. falling in slow mo.

one night, up tight, hanging high.
No more of this debating suicide.
sorry to my mom and kids for making you cry. But tonight your son and daddy's gonna die.

gunshot, razors, pills? Hell I choose the noose.
Better than your religious abuse.
I win you lose. I can't hear your fucking cries. I prepared you with a goodbye. You all knew I was going to die.

blue my lips are turning. this trip is for learning.
In hell ill be burning. world stop turning once I close these eyes. cause when I'm dead everyone dies