"You"

I promised I wouldn’t leave you
But after all the shit you’ve put me through
I don’t know what I should do
I could stay with you
Try to save you
Like I always do
Or I could leave you
Try to work through
My PTSD caused by you
No matter which I choose
I’ll spend my days worrying about you
Spend my nights dreaming of you
Spend the rest of my life caught between
Being grateful that I knew you
And wishing I had never met you