CREEPING IN THE DARKNESS

It has gotten so hard lately for me to even think straight since you walked out of my life and world without even speaking a word leaving me with just so many unanswered questions for the depth of my mind, for I though we were on the same page as far as what we wanted for our life and world together as one man to one woman but I see that you had other plans creeping deep within the darkness of our suppose to be lives as one.                                    
                                                                                                                                       For is what you said was merely nothing more and nothing less then lies for did you ever really loved me for me or was it about just playing mind games with my mind as you shatter the illusions that you builded in my mind and heart and soul.                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                  For I gave you my love from my heart even after I took down the walls of steel and stones that I had build around my life and world for I trusted you wholeheartly, for I gave you my honesty truth and trust with consistency and commitment with pure communications as one man to one woman but how did you return the love and respect and understanding.              
                                                                                                                                  For you started creeping within the shadows of the darkness of the night thinking that the grass was better on the other side of the fence but didn't you know that whatever is done in the darkness always comes to the light, but you see you weren't thinking that I wasn't paying close attention to your actions when things started to change between us as we were in the beginning of our love affair trying to build a life of REALITY.