Place your bets

It's anyones guess which way this plays out
What's that a hundred to one..he sorts his shit out, doesn't self destruct

Might put a tenna on me self

Self sabotaging..
Expert marksman I know



Kiddo

I will not lie, life is easy..said nobody
when one finds themselves living this way, should come with a warning label

I know
can see you now..stern look on your face, pointing at me
Daddy you are only hurting yourself

Always a wisdom beyond your years

Thing is Kiddo, with you out of the picture, the concept of responsible adult left with you
Quite a void to fill, sure the drugs and alcohol won't fix that. No they are for different hurt daddy's going through.

Going to take a lot more hurts indured to get through this
I'm addicted, not to the chemicals, but the imbalance in my brain...that manic delusional state, INTOXICATING beyond belief
Sure the drugs get you there, just as misery and cold turkey make fine dining, cheap wine.. Please

If you take after your father and handle your shit as I do(heaven help you)
you will be doing a lot of alone time,
if you take after your mother, well you will be mostly running.
I pray you have balance and know when to run, when to burn

A word of caution Kiddo
That black wolf when fed , she is  ravenous, her appetite unsatiable
Hold on to hope, what ever that may be..
Cherish the friends you find coming down, always turn the car around for a friend that wants and needs you..

even when the tank is on empty