I really dont

They thought I was speechless  
I really just mean it
When I say that I dont give a fuck  
Really I dont give a fuck like  
Preachers  
All these leeches sip clean from my stream of blood but I drink poison till it dont mean shit, in other words  
You can ditch yourself if you think  
Biting me is an achievement  
You just meeting your maker  
My dreams or a slate of white  
I dont see them  
Does that mean that I'm awake in a sleep state reaching for signs caged in the mind  
Breaching the foundation of time  
In a rage fit fist breaking the fourth wall  
Cause I can't make sense of the way  
That our nature evolves or I take shits cause I'm pissed off at the stall I been waiting like pee' is  
While mc's dig into my being with a silverware I wear copper poverty built a square into a rhombus monsters with unfamiliar stares always surround us still I conceal mine I used to feel fine now something's provoking me choking my choice to ignore all the poking the real hide laughs like a jackle inside while I crack I divide like conquers do, so I'm mocking me to should I fly to Peru  
Sip the vine intertwine with the truth  
Find who is who or deny any proof that  
Life is a room full of dominoes stack to come down when you move  
The moon turned it's back on me  
Now in the darkness I'm lacking a view  
Sin I was there for you too,  
But fuck it instead of kicking the bucket I'm field punting ass cracks to snap back  
Like thanos I'm challenging my past wrath  
Blacking out like keys on piano with the means to dismantle any being this is amo  
So catch me if you can  
Message is a hand  
Flashing 4 q like investment and finance  
Cause like I said I dont give a fuck I really dont give a fuck.