The Burden

I've been given
Pleasure
that i don't
quite understand
through the smell
of a little hand

I've been given a burden
that i'm not sure
that i want
to carry
the heavy load
the suffering
of the pleasure
and the pain
all rolled
into one
to change
my way of life
for the heavy load
of pleasure and pain
for the sake
of that little hand
and the smell
i don't quite
understand
to stay a little sane
in this goddam
crazy world
that seems

So Full of Pain