whiskey

dissolving into the bottle
(baptized and drowning)
it's the only way I know how...
to hide from my heart
there was euphoria in the wet...
between your legs
shattered (by the orgasm)
shattered (in the chaos of you leaving)
I'll never forget loosing myself inside your body
how could I?
it was the only heaven I've ever known
but he took me from heaven..
just like the song said
(who was he?)
how did you know to move with my body like that?
it was precision
it was as if you were inside of me and knew...
exactly what to do
it was as if we were one
(who were you?)
(who sent you?)
angel?
siren?
now I find myself in the bottle again
losing myself
trying to hide
from the memory
from the present
I'm searching for salvation from this...
hell I've found myself in
but there is none
you were the drop of water...
on the tongue...
of the man in hell...
just like I asked for
I just didn't think about returning back into this...
hell I've found myself in
I will never evolve
I will never grow out of my addictions
obsessions
I will never ascend from this..
hell I've found myself in
(I will never forget you)
(and I didn't even know who you were)