Being fucked with

I'm not sure who I am
Am I someone's fucking toy
Some little plaything
For someone fucking admusement
Someone to enjoy

They say I love you til...
Death do us part
You think I'm fucking stupid
Not to damn smart

Maybe you need to see how it goes
You lie and break my heart
You kill me with your comments: painful hurtful blows
Not knowing you're  tearing me apart

Maybe your the dumb fuck for thinking this
Lesser than you, you say
I bare my ass in which you can kiss
I'm not you door mat, no more today

I will leave you as you came
Made up and dressed for show
I know it's my fault, I'm to blame
So I must tell you just fucking go

No words
No explanation
No I want some slack
I'm going to do to you what you did to me
Turn around I'm going to stab you in the back

I'm not mad nor upset
No even even close to a boil
To hurt me again: I'll never let
Your going home: worm food in the soil

I leave you with this advice
As you fuck with someones head
Know what your dealing with
You will end up dead