I don’t know

I don’t know.....
I don’t know...
I don’t know..
I don’t know.
 
I don’t wanna feel this feeling anymore!
I don’t wanna think about it anymore!
I don’t want to want you anymore!
I don’t want to care anymore!
 
I don’t talk about my feelings.
I don’t broadcast my tears.
I’m that person you ask what’s wrong, and the answer is always “Nothing”

I don’t know how to get over this, at this point writing isn’t even working.
I’m broken and been broken for a while now but I feel the pieces scattered, shuffled, miss placed.

Silence is my only comfort, but it’s killing me!