The Symptoms

head pounding

sweat forming

lights are too bright

I need it dark

I feel

tired

exhausted, really

I want to be

held

But I push away

without knowing it

Please hold me tight

in your strong, warm arms

loving me

but I flinch

and pull away

I yell at you

Confusion

I don't know why
I want to hurt you

I NEED to taste your pain

I need you to feel

What I do