PSYCHOACTIVE HALF MOON PRAYER  (6-10-19, 9:09pm, Palm Springs, California)

 
another hot  
mid june    
southern    
california desert  
summer night  
i walked  
outside  
up to my  
condo apartments  
pool  
for my nightly  
hot spa    
soak    
just after  
taking  
four hits  
off my 420  
vape pen  
then    
looking up  
into  
the velvety    
dark  
vast    
deep bowl  
of wide open  
gaping  
nights sky  
i was immediately  
swallowed    
spellbound  
enamored  
by and with  
the soft    
milky salve  
of smiling  
near half moon  
lights  
frosted  
silver bath  
glazing its silent  
soft  
sensuous kiss  
down upon    
me here  
all over  
my open  
receptive  
living flesh  
mind  
and senses  
then upon my    
stepping down    
neck deep    
into the  
105 degrees    
hydro jetted  
turbulently roiling  
hot waters    
of this dreamlike  
nocturnal  
oasis like spa  
instantly surrendering  
to the flowing  
tidal pull  
the thought    
releasing  
fluid mind spell    
of its magical  
bubbling  
swirling  
form dissolving  
near ecstatic    
primal    
undercurrents  
fluid flutters  
upon  into  
and all around  
my own  
slowly dissolving  
form  
i soon  
enough realized  
i had quickly  
become  
little more  
than my  
slow  deep  
sighing moans  
sweet  
euphoric release  
of my  
complete  
letting go s  
timelessly prolonged  
near    
orgasmically    
molten  
ethereal    
bliss stunned  
aaaaaaahhhhhhh  
sending its  
primordial sounds  
wordlessly  
elemental  
pagan prayer  
up into  
the mystic  
half moons  
reflective    
cosmic glow above  
up to all  
the stars beyond  
as well as  
to earths  
presently unseen    
central suns radiant    
star  
whose luminous  
moon mirrored  
light  
still falls  
down here  
upon me  
against all    
previous    
impervious odds  
so mysteriously  
so wondrously  
but from    
where  
why  
from  
just on  
the other side  
of here  
son  
just on    
the other side  
of    
here  
then with  
that one brief  
passing thoughts  
lucid  
experiential  
awareness    
in mind  
i came    
to realize  
even further  
theres nothing  
left for me  
to do    
here    
and nowhere left  
to go  
at all    
other  than  
to simply    
surrender  
more deeply  
now  
completely  
letting go    
to sink off  
away  
into the    
quickened  
natural    
effortless flow  
to sink away  
sink away  
even further beyond  
the pure  
divine  
heavenly  
opalescent  
transcendence  
of this  
glorious    
half moons  
soul soothing  
light  
back through  
its beckoning portal  
back into  
the ultimate    
knowing  
the ultimate state  
of awakened    
being  
through wholly  
and holy  
realizing  
that ultimate  
light  
of oneness  
that one light  
of all  
i    
am  
that innermost    
light  
of  
all