My heart

My heart is under construction
From all the pain.
I had to endure the anger
 and bitterness
I let build up form the unspoken
 words that was left unsaid.
I took so to many punches in
 silence.
 i have gave to many
 chances when they don't even
 deserve it.
My heart took to much heartaches
 and i  with held a lot in, its almost
 empty,  slowly its killing me
on the inside.
I put so many walls up so no
 one could ever get close to my
heart again.
My trust has been broken so
bad so its time.
So it's time that i let my heart
be healed and let God do his
 work in me because no one
 can do it the way he dose.
So my heart is being mended
back together
So my heart is out of order until
 further notice.