I Forgot

I forgot who I am
After so many lies and so many alabis
After hiding and crying for so long
I forgot who I am

I forgot how to smile
So many forced smerks I don't remember
I don't remember my real and honest smile
I forgot how to smile

I forgot how to be calm
Living in constant fear of being beat
Jumping at the sight of my own shadow
 I forgot how to be calm

I forgot what love is
Years of abuse mental verbal and physical
I don't remember ever hearing I Love You
I forgot what love is

I forgot who I am
Looking at the reflection staring back at me
Who's that lady with hurt and sorrow in her eyes
 I forgo who I am