I love you , like I hate myself

I love you as I hate myself
But you made me hate myself more

I wanted to get to know you more
Shy kisses and all

You could have said anything to me
Living the abused life makes it easy for me to take the pain

I miss you, messages too
Your silence begins to make me think it was you

I saw the Kosovo light, the Iraq deserts
So thugs are just bullies, who hurt me

I wish you could have told me the truth
Instead of sticking the blades in

I don't hate you
But I hate myself.