Where are you now ?

I've been                
Thinking                  
About you                  
For a couple                  
Of month's now                  
                  
Where are you now ?                  
                   
Even though                    
We have                  
Boyfriend's and girlfriend's          
Wife's and husband's             
At home                  
We been  cheating on the side                  
For about 5 years                  
                   
Where are you now ?                  
                   
My feelings for U                  
Is More like lust                  
In the mist with dust                  
Now you vanish                  
Like the thin air                  
                   
Where are you now ?                  
                   
Mad at me still                  
For not leaving my girlfriend                  
For your adulteress ways                  
                   
telling me that                  
You so tired of your husband's love                    
Especially his 'missionary' position                  
 So you call me                  
To 'scratch your itch'.                    
Fucking you doggystyle                  
Screaming like a true bitch                  
                   
Where are you now ?                  
                   
Now I'm addicted                  
To your sizzling pussy                  
Like Crystal meth                  
From right to left                  
All my suffering, stress, and addiction                    
comes from                
 other men's  wife's vagina                  
not realizing I already                    
Have one at home                    
                   
Where are you now ?                  
                   
My hidden secret's                  
Still acting like a little kid              
More like incredible hulk              
 Feeling my Growing pains                  
Taking out the thrash                  
A good time for                  
My sneaky ways                  
Deleting your horny messages                  
Before my girlfriend finds out                  
                   
Men are no good                  
We all  lie,                  
 no one can hide            
 anything,  more            
Loving fishy whores                 
 No wonder why                  
Cookies always crumble                  
The day she finds out                  
My relationship will be in deep trouble                  
                   
Where are you now ?                  
                   
When I fucking need you            
           
I fucking hate you            
           
Because all I think about            
Is your stinking wet pussy            
           
When I'm home alone          
       
Probably not going to be able to hide this…        
I guess  one day
you will find out about my virus        
Me with nothing left to lose      
, plotting my big revenge        
Fucking you without the rubber      
Even though I knew I was sick inside      
Close my eyes    
  hiding my pride      
         
Where are you now ?    
   
I hope    
Sick in the hospital    
   
Feeling under the weather  
Take the good with the bad.  
Even though we still fuck each other