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Permission
I safely flirt
from behind a screen
you may find that I relish
in being obscene
The difficult days
lead me to the crutch
to bait the desire
Am I asking too much?
Love's not the problem
it's quite easy to do
but we've hit that cruel barrier
where we don't ever screw
And I get quite divided
from my truth and my fiction
there are days that I suffer
from these sharp contradictions
Lust summons a shame
but it can deliver those highs
I wouldn't dabble so much
but those immaculate thighs
I don't wish to engage,
if there is a risk you could hurt
but you've got pants at my ankles
and you've unbuttoned my shirt
Chances are slim
that'll we'll ever cross paths,
but you've granted me access
to a sweet pussy and tight ass
There is never a worry
we get to play unprotected
the only threat in the way
is if we ever get detected
But that kind of thinking
will always cloud things with doubt
maybe the best course of action
is just to chill the fuck out.
Embrace the crazy spectrum,
and that collection of many traits,
the days of demonizing are over
...go ahead, masturbate.
from behind a screen
you may find that I relish
in being obscene
The difficult days
lead me to the crutch
to bait the desire
Am I asking too much?
Love's not the problem
it's quite easy to do
but we've hit that cruel barrier
where we don't ever screw
And I get quite divided
from my truth and my fiction
there are days that I suffer
from these sharp contradictions
Lust summons a shame
but it can deliver those highs
I wouldn't dabble so much
but those immaculate thighs
I don't wish to engage,
if there is a risk you could hurt
but you've got pants at my ankles
and you've unbuttoned my shirt
Chances are slim
that'll we'll ever cross paths,
but you've granted me access
to a sweet pussy and tight ass
There is never a worry
we get to play unprotected
the only threat in the way
is if we ever get detected
But that kind of thinking
will always cloud things with doubt
maybe the best course of action
is just to chill the fuck out.
Embrace the crazy spectrum,
and that collection of many traits,
the days of demonizing are over
...go ahead, masturbate.
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Re. Permission
26th May 2019 6:49pm
''And I get quite divided
from my truth and my fiction
there are days that I suffer
from these sharp contradictions ''
man oh man....this whole vibe is inspiring...
big thx for posting this
from my truth and my fiction
there are days that I suffer
from these sharp contradictions ''
man oh man....this whole vibe is inspiring...
big thx for posting this
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Re: Re. Permission
26th May 2019 6:58pm
Thanks for commenting. Appears I'm not the only one who goes down this road of thought.
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Re: Re. Permission
26th May 2019 6:57pm
Re. Permission
26th May 2019 7:00pm
dearest Tender One I too have been submerged
in such a risky affair it can be quite overwhelming
but oh so pleasurable...
great write...
love Brenda ❤
in such a risky affair it can be quite overwhelming
but oh so pleasurable...
great write...
love Brenda ❤
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Re: Re. Permission
26th May 2019 7:05pm
When I began, I didn't know how it would conclude. Would I punish myself for such thoughts? Not today. Appreciate your supportive comment.
Re. Permission
26th May 2019 7:55pm
I like the honesty in which you’ve shared... and it makes me feel somewhat sad to know that the most loneliest place to lie, is right next to someone each night, and not have your unmet needs - met.
Self love, becomes a quick fix, albeit a safe one.
After all, touch is the expression of love !
Nice one, Tenderloin... 👌🏽😎
Self love, becomes a quick fix, albeit a safe one.
After all, touch is the expression of love !
Nice one, Tenderloin... 👌🏽😎
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Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:15am
There is definite sadness in the inability to not be aligned to those respective needs. But lack of interest can also be affected by depression/anxiety...things that may improve with the right treatment. I guess I'm trying to find some peace with allowing fantasy to exist. Self-love and care should be advocated beyond my lewd finale. Appreciate your sentiments and recognising the honest place from which it spewed. ;)
Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:44am
Well. Fantasy, can be akin to medicinal balm, from a psychedelic slant in that the chemicals in the brain start to shift and you become elevated so I can certainly easily ascertain why you’d be tapping into that kind of platform to nourish yourself, given the circs.
You’re not alone, we all do it, so take some kind of solace in knowing that much, at the very least.
You’re not alone, we all do it, so take some kind of solace in knowing that much, at the very least.
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Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:54am
I like that medicinal balm, when the rare opportunity presents itself ...which isn't with any frequency. I still have my sight. ;).
A touch of nourishment in moderation. Definitely like how you put that. Enjoy your evening!
A touch of nourishment in moderation. Definitely like how you put that. Enjoy your evening!
Re. Permission
26th May 2019 8:26pm
The truth of self-reflection will always lay within the epiphany of it's naked truth, such a beautiful spill handsome
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Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:18am
Always good to take a look within...and thank you for that nugget of wisdom and kind words.
Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:19am
Re. Permission
27th May 2019 2:35am
Ah, you know I've been there...swore to never go back, but one may be back that I never could resist. Technically, I don't even need anything. Ffs. Pray for my soul.🙄🤦♀️
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Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:39am
If there was to be any message in this, be gentle on yourself. It is easy to whisked into the fantastical possibilities that those right words can flare, but I have learned from you that it is wise to exercise some caution. Despite the temptation, I have managed to limit my shameless flirtations to words. Can you enjoy as it is...or do you feel driven to proceed? Either way...prayer request noted!
Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 4:59am
All it's ever taken was words with him. He's the reason my very first piece of prose here, exists. I guess I feel more bothered that the dynamics are different now, as I don't need him now...a surprising rekindling of more than friendship. I think he's a bit leary too, given 5 months of obsession led to heartbreak. Playing it safe, chemistry is a bitch. Rant over.:/
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Re: Re. Permission
27th May 2019 12:54pm
Follow your intuition on this. And correction...he may have inspired you to write that first piece, but it ultimately derived from your mind. You get the credit for that.