Tarot ; the deck of truth

Awaiting positive or negative
picture with a number
a meaning i don't understand
how can a turning of a card
change my fate?
it is destiny, i tell you
fracture in the crystal ball
you can't still scare me
I've never had this problem before
either way i can't be sure
it's like kicking a fallen star
when a zodiac sign is your way
petty myths
all for nothing
sorrow is saved for regret
which is that I'll never have
my life is how i plan it