Changed

I'm losing myself.
Is this even me anymore?
I despise what I once cherished.
I cringe away from what is good and can feel myself falling into a darker world.
A world I strangely want to be in.
I become more alone as the days pass, and I oddly don't care.
It doesn't matter if I find out what's happening, because I somehow know I can't change it.
This is who I am now.
A lost and blackened soul.