Disappear

    
   
    nearly full time introvert;    
obligations, conversations, others making observations, seems to only make it worse;    
   
   
     I've made my conclusions; I'm not just secluded; there's too much to this; the living dead is what I'm deemed as; oh, how I'd like to disappear....    
   
   
    feeling impossible; feeling burnt out;    
worth measured by way of obligation, and different situations; most want a vacation, but I ultimately wish to not be seen....    
   
   
    a ghost without spook; a ghost without trace; no one in one's face, a ghost no one sees, beats feeling disgraced; a ghost without desires; no one or thing to latch to;    
   I'd like to just disappear; forget everyone and thing I thought I knew    
   
   
     not that i want death; just want so bad to permanently escape the various weight within, without; no anger, no hate, no attachments that bait one to chase into contradicted debates....