The 10th of May

One more day, let the sun shine before the tears cloud up this sky. Fall on to you, let yourself grow. No more wilting, i will not let you. Stand up tall and let me help you.
How am i supposed to let you in? All I see are your Dead glass eyes, hollow smile with no emotion staring into an empty mirror, please speak again. A parasite yet i let you in. succubus, fuck again. Tear the skin, and burry within. Stimulate the bliss and let the gates flood the brain. Look at this unhealthy mental state i am swimming in, tie your precious words around my heart. I'll hold on! Every fucking stroke, watch as I choke.

Again I'm left alone with nothing to replace all of this hate. Must I say, euthanize me and do it slowly and inhumanely until I finally prey for the release of my grief. Nothing seems to match the deafening beat of my heart as it races into a mere patter of inconsistency.