I CANT KEEP CRYING INSIDE

From the gripping of my soul to the slab of stone sitting and pressing upon the depth of my heart that shackles my mind in deep, expanding thoughts of scattred memories I though were once lost within the darkness of my broken heart of hearts.                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                  
But yet the very viciousness of your very betrayal leaves even a deeper scar for I trusted you with my heart as well as my mind for I even gave to you, the very key to unlocking my deepest secrets that I endure upon my journey travel and walk through this cycle known as life.                                              
                                                                                                                                  
For I even let you look deep into my eyes which is the key to unlocking the very mere depth of my soul to see the very tears I cried many days and nights, as they transcend into deep unbearable hurt and pain leaving deep scars of agony as it poison the very potential of my true existences to love again.          
                                                                                                                                  
But at last I finally came to my senses and decided to wake up and grow up and reemerge as a whole new individual for I may still have my imperfections but I abandon all my feelings of the mere thoughts of you, for basically I cant keep crying inside over your disillusion that you said that you love me and you would never leave me for I've come to terms to understand actions speak volumes more louder than words.