Contradiction

Contradiction
 
 
I think she said
she was half Taiwanese
that’s of no interest to me
but she did
have a laminated card
saying she was clean
 
There will be no contact
no binding
no teeth
no grinding
just sit  
facing me
look into my eyes
and fuck  
only my mind
 
Whoever coined the phrase
cheap whore
must have lacked diction
not to mention thought
her pristine guises
to me  
priceless
 
 
She takes  
her gold
and leaves me
lessons taught
melting slowly
disintegrating
hugging only
the floor.