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RUNNING! Poem about Bi-Polar and Marraige.

How do you run from the Person you are?
The mental disease that defines you  as (INSANE).
How do you stop the Obsessive thoughts?
How can I do anything when I am feeling so Drained?
It hurts to breathe.
It hurts to exist.
I hate what I am because of you.
The pain you delivered.
So I am running trying to find a new path to be on.
A new way of living but how do you run from the things within yourself?
A voice, a thought,things that are sometimes not there.
Wallowing deep into my head this Suicide of Death wants to collect me.
Is my Life even worth saving?
So tired of the constant battle, I do not win.
How do you run when you have no Hope?
Why do I even try?
Do you think I get off on your Emotional Pain you dish out freely?
One day I will be running from you.
One day when I'm brave enough to fight the Great Demon that lives inside of me.
Written by bigmomma
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