Love or Victory?

Look at me
There I go again
Fucking up another relationship
Blocked on everything
Can't even stand to look at my name
Guess I'll just go insane
I got a little nervous
Fucking hate the thoughts
That continue to run through my brain
It's the same game
We all play to win
But if we lose our love
What's the victory in the end
None of this makes sense
Baby I'm sorry
Please give me another chance
I can't live without you
So when I'm dead and gone
Tell them I died for love