Who am I

I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't know who I am.
I am starting to see myself but
I don't see a man like I used to.
I don't see a woman either.

I see a lack there of.
I have lost my femininity but
I have not gained masculinity.

My world is turning two directions at
the same time and I
am happily along for the ride.

This lack of what is everything
does not make me any less distinct.
It does not take away from who I am
nor does it ruin me.

This makes me seen.
It makes me myself.
I am able to define who I am in less words than a silence.

I don't know who I am anymore
but I am ready to find out again.