Ok

It's OK,
Not daily assured, but no down to the level I know thst calls,
Not always sunny but it is today,
Today is OK.
I can sit outside, know I'm present and in control of my mind, I have no drugs or depression, and in days to myself I've not lied, I've stumbled and swayed and I'm feeling this thing,
I'm OK,
Not worried this state is too less, or the barb wire from fence I've climbed in mental duress, to seek a state where I'm over the top happy nor on my knees to be forgiven and pray,
I'm ok.
So here we are reader, I worry for you, I doubt you need it, that's my nice side shone through, I'm not wise for my years but you came and you're here,
Just 24 hours before I gave in to the darker side, I was the captain of all I told my self to obey.

But that was yesterday,
And today I'm ok.