Private Box (thinking without pause)

So much unspoken but that’s also my fault
I speak when I’m spoken too and not about me don’t take it personal you just wouldn’t understand if I break it down for you because it’s something I can’t explain I’m beyond this world so your not going to get things the way I do you won’t understand what’s understood to me
My highs aren’t high my ups are not up and my heart is more than a heart yes I have walls
Yes I have gates there’s no need for an army cause I don’t let anyone get close enough to hurt me!
It’s always been me and it remains that way nothings perfect and nothing lasts forever