Breakdown

Hold on tight.
Try not to shed a tear.
Turn around.
Walk away.
Turn the music up way to loud.
Hold back the tears.
Sing at the top of your lungs.
Break down.
All alone,
Never being questioned.
Turn the music up louder.
Sing the lyrics,
Hoping someone will hear your plea.
They aren't just lyrics anymore,
Not to you anyway.
You want someone to notice,
the common factors.
You know no one will hear,
but you hope,
That someone will see through the song,
into the words that you're screaming,
in your mind.
You can't hold it back anymore.
Turn the music up louder.
Sing louder.
Fight against the tears.
Let it out.
Stop singing out loud.
Pay attention to the song.
Cry.
Cry harder.
Stop yourself from crying.
Fight.
Fight harder.
Sing.
Sing Louder.
Switch to a happy song.
Wait for someone to notice.
You don't have to wait.
You know no one will see.
Feel like the song like it is you.
Feel the happiness.
You don't have to fight as hard.
Pull yourself together.
Switch songs to the first one you heard.
Sing aloud.
Find a reason to leave the room.
Walk past the people you love.
Smile.
Pretend nothing hurts.
Don't listen,
You'll get pissed off again.
Someone talks,
You listen,
It happens all over again.
Do the thing you left the room for.
Go back to where you were.
Change songs.
Try to calm down.
If it works, You'll be fine.
If not, Start over,
Hold tight.
And try to forget the tears.