burning bright,but the price is my soul

burning bright
but what is the cost?
i didnt know then
but hell,now im lost
i tried to fit in
 boy that was shit
now im just the
girl that cant be fixed
now i can see that im being
down
but the truth is ok
when you utter no soud
i see that my poems are repetative
and ive been on a break
but c'mon if i were different
i wouldnt be me, for gods sake!
and know i feel like a dad that
just found online
good god
it must be a sign
and yes,for an atheist
i use gods name alot
but at least i know my maths
and arent a worthless sod