Secrets

Secrets underneath layers of shame & needless wanting
Wanting what I can see but can not feel within my grasp
Holding onto dreams within the rusty cage where I reside
Deep holes keep keeping on a downward slide here inside

Feelings I have losing a grip on reality in this twilight zone
If you ever truly loved me I beg for you to just to stay away
I hate myself for saying that I want you here within my sight
Tripping over my tongue what am I saying here to you?

Forgive me if your confused on what I’m saying to you?
Basically I’m lost with memories of what was and should be
I have been hidden away for so long do you know what’s happening?
I have astral projected watching over you come back to me babe.