Suicide Thoughts

I always feel like a disappointment
Like my life has no meaning
Like when people say they care
They do it out of sympathy
I hate the pity in their eyes
Making me feel like a weakened animal
It makes me wanna scream
Can’t they see i’m fine
Sadness is normal for me
The feeling of being weak
Maybe they are right
Im broken i’m not fine
Stop treating me like i’m three
Just shut up and listen
I don’t know why i feel these things
Please just drop all the questions
I can’t handle all the stress
It all makes me wanna cry
If i don’t find a way to cope
Im just might commit suicide