Last Day of Freedom

Today may be the last day of “freedom” that I have left. Whether or not it’s permanent, I cannot say, I fear what may happen, I’m not ready to deal with the amount of bullshit that’s going to follow, I don’t want all of this weight and pressure on my shoulders. Tomorrow, the fate of my family will truly be decided...... what horrors are yet to come, and what hell awaits my sisters and I when we get home from school tomorrow throughout the rest of the week? All that runs through my mind right at the moment are “run....... now” “help me” “FUCK!!!!” and “beware” there’s no telling what will happen to my mental state, so I warn you now.....