18 #'s: I Got Nothing To Lose

In the past 3 years, I have endured 3 fuccin' car wreccs.
In the past 3 years, I had ended 3 suicidal attempts where I saw nothin' but darkness.

I examined 2 knife slits. I had 1 knife drawn like Max Payne's uno Beretta.
But I know betta! "You can not walk a mile in my Air Forces". 1 pair of them resembles the grey color of TNMT Shredda.

But I have 1 college degree: "Writing Arts". I may have served 1 year in the Navy, but I am 1 disabled Navy Vet.
But I have 1 beautiful mind, and 1 beautiful, caring heart although my mind Schizo-affects.

But I thank my 1 God for me still seeing my 1 life as I chill 24/7 with 1 Kano and mi 2 boos: SF5 Kolin and Blood Rayne.
My life is slow-mo like bullet time yo. "I Got Nothing to Lose". I will earn a million dollas and some change.

J.I.P.
Mr. Lee