I apologize but I ain’t sorry

I’m sorry how I came off
But I miss being wanted
not just for my body but
really wanted

I miss deep conversations
that are both simple but deep
I miss my partner in life
my affection
I miss the little things
the big things
the in between “we got a secret thing”
I need someone to be my strength
Not to control me
Or
 no one to cry to
but
I need support
I want loyalty and consistency
I want real ness and understanding
great sex of course is a must
happiness
I want a partner who I have a great connection with, not  a relationship
but situation
 because to be for real with myself Ive gave up on that love shid  not to be selling myself short but that shit got over rated
but a connection with that one who knows the depth of my mind not just my pussy!