Tears of Darkness

Lord I know I played my part in why its so dark.
 
Somehow I lost my way and can't seem to get back.
 
Can't find my way home under this spiritual attack.
 
Throughout life lessons, I truly thank you for all of your blessings.
 
It burns when it rain, try to do good, but darkness has left its stain.
 
Life, health and strength I shouldn't complain.
 
Tears of darkness mark my soul.
 
Laugh now and cry later is what I was told.
 
It's all fun and games when you enjoying doing wrong.
 
But when the rabbit has the gun you'll sing a different song.
 
My foes scoff at my calamity, but in these dark days I salivate for amity.
 
With no one to call on because all my friends switched.
 
At the gates of Helheim, there I was ditched.
 
The smallest ray of light is enough for hope.
 
It's the only way and the purest antidote.
 
I am that I am, this darkness no more can I take.
 
This feeling of hopelessness I cannot shake.
 
Lord before I die; I hope with you peace I make.
 
This world is full of rancor and very cold.
 
Tears of darkness mark my soul.