Magical Feelings Of Love

It is the feelings you feel when you're in love that makes you want to fall deeply into its abyss.
Those magical feelings that give you a feeling of elation and euphoria as if you are high on drugs. Intoxicating feelings that give you pleasure in every moment you are with the one you love. It is something you cannot explain. The surge of feelings make you feel giddy and light hearted. Sometimes you find your self smiling as the thought of that someone crosses your mind. Music speaks to your heart. Your world becomes brighter and happier. You see the world with a different eyes- the eyes of someone inlove. Everything becomes meaningful to you. Every little thing said to you becomes special. Your heart becomes raw with feelings. It is easily touched by the beauty you see around you. You become more sensitive, more human, more vulnerable. These feelings do not last long. They are most felt in the early stages of love. Then your feelings deepen as your love grows. Those light magical feelings are replaced by feelings of doubt and worry. You start to question his or her love for you. Is he or she serious? Does he or she really love you? And the feelings of jealousy comes in when you see him or her getting close to another. And you start to feel the pangs of love. Jealousy drives you into a brink of temporary insanity. You become mad, mad at him or her and mad at yourself. Yet, you still feel the love. You become more attached to the other person. You find yourself needing him or her more. Until you realized your feelings are not the same . It is not reciprocated the way you want it. Then you feel the pain. You feel tortured by your own foolishness for falling in love. Your heart bleeds, your tears fall easily until one day you find your heart empty of feelings.