The flickering bulb

The light is flickering,
needing a new bulb,
the fan is spinning,
waiting for someone to give it more energy.
The rat is under the bed,
wishing to eat.
You are still running,
as i am at home thinking of going to sleep.
I can't.. i can't shut my eyes,
i am day dreaming of the dangers you will be in,
You never listen...
I found you cheating,
again.
we tried to love,
again,
i tried to trust,
again.
There's no such thing as love,
The only thing i was born to feel is pain.
You ruined me once again,
I should have slept...
I should have stayed single.
Or maybe i should have been blind and let things pass,
like most peoples marriages,
by tomorrow i'll be back with you.