Drunk

You're the one who makes me feel alive
The only one who makes me wanna try
My thoughts are full of you
Are yours also full of me ?

Are you drunk enough to tell me you love me
I wanna hear you say it even if it's fake
Are you drunk enough to look only at me
To say my name, even in a slur

Look me in the eyes, just touch me
Hold me like I was the one for you
Laugh with that pretty smile of yours, as if
I was the only one could take away your pain

Are you down enough to need me
Make me believe I have a chance
Are you down enough to make me feel special
As if I was the only one in your head

I know it's all a lie
I know it's all fake
I know it's not on purpose
I know I love you

Why do you keep on playing with me
Why don't you see me hurting
Why don't you hurt someone else
Why do I keep wanting you

Are you drunk enough to tell me you love me
I wanna hear you say it even if it's fake
Are you drunk enough to look only at me
To say my name, even in a slur

I act like I don't give a shit
Like my feelings ain't even there
But it burns inside, it's only when
You're not looking I shed tears

It's as if it's only when you're high
You finally look my way
It's only when you're high
You make me feel important

I wanna believe it but it hurts
In the end you're not yourself
These are the only moments I'm happy
Do you even remember what you said to me ?

Just make me feel loved
Just make me feel yours
Even if it's wrong
Even if it's fake

It's only when you're drunk you call me
Tell me you want me
Asking me to come
Wanting me to touch you

Are you drunk enough to tell me you love me
I wanna hear you say it even if it's fake
Are you drunk enough to look only at me
To say my name, even in a slur