With & Without Love

I fear to be completely alone with no partner by my side.
The world keeps turning every day, but there is no one
To be there when life is becoming a roller-coaster ride.
When Mother Nature is giving me the golden bright sun
That rises and sets every single day, there would be no
One to watch with me. The day when laughter subsides
With the tears coming down my face and no one to grow
Old with, wiping the tears away. No one to see the tides
Turn and holds me in the middle of the night. That day
Comes and they do not love me or look at me the same
Anymore. Falling out of love instead of being in the fray
And mess together, realizing that some think it is a game.
 
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When the world watches as I laugh and smile. My essence
Shining brighter than the tears I no longer have. It is when
I choose to fully love and forgive despite my evanescence
Or dark past. Even when I fell, broke and scraped my shin
I chose to get back up, despite every heartbreaking choice.
Despite people who tried to tear me down and walk over
Me. In days when I could not see the light I had my voice.
It is when I find my luck like a rainbow or four leaf clover.