Depression

 
 
 
   I can't shake it; it's there from the moment from opened till closed eyes; severe depression, that only progresses; and then there's suicidal thoughts........everyday.  
 
 
Imagining which is the cleanest, quickest, quietest, painless way;  
you just know it'll be today;  
obligations make me stray further away;  
 
 
there's truly no escape; no true way to evade a truly crippling feeling that will not fade; high expectations make me think of jumping from the highest rooftop; truly sick....but true  
 
 
I'd vanish if i could; assist me if you would....truly sick....but true....when depression has truly taken you under....