"The S&M kind"

In this illusion I see it so clear
The cause and effect are all standing near  
Your template before me.    
It's always the same.  
Im alone in the morning    
You've left with the rain.  
   
It's only my suffrage    
that's fed you so far  
The S&M kind  
Like you find in a bar  
   
The way that you tricked me  
I'll never forget  
That clock keeps on ticking    
To the time we first met  
   
I love you seems stupid  
It always does    
Is my heart the possession  
That you really want?  
   
Whatever...its fine!  
Leave me outside to rust  
We'll be together in time  
It's the suffrage we want.