Warrior Queens Lament

I...
Rise...
with residue of last night's dreams
and ... tears in my eyes.

Fighting off feelings of the mundane
SSDD till I barely remember my name...

As my alter ego...beats on the doors of my soul
asking when can she come out to play...

I must...keep that bitch contained..
Her enjoyments border on the insane...
And I.... dont have time for that shit today.

Speaking Positive words to my weary soul
as best a Queen can...Sometimes the pain I feel
I think only a Lonely King would understand...
Yet the word Warrior...is the first word in the title
Of who I am...Battle ready always....
At my Post I always stand...

Prayer candles lit...
As I meditate to find my way...
I know my purpose... I was sent here
To SLAY.... NOT Play...
SO ... I'm watchful...in the spirit realm
as I scry at night... Like 1 of the Charmed Ones
I'm Always ready for a spiritual fight...
Dreamscapin em I'm takin em
I will never  give in...
Protectin all the Souls in the realm  that I Live in

Warrior Queen is who I am...not just a Title
Called By My  Ancient Elders to do a work
That's Vital ...
Keeping my heart close to me... Keeping My
Inner thoughts Closed.... Not Allowing Vulnerability
 That   Leaves MY Spirit too exposed ...
I desire my soulmate...1 who can fight by my side...
Yet He is so difficult to find cause most cant leave
there ego or Pride behind...
I am only  submissive in my fantasies
I AM the Iron Fist...
Yet Still... in the quiet of the night...
This Warrior Queen still desires to be kissed
So these thoughts... I let them ebb & Flow
Like water in a stream...
Cant wait to sleep again...
Cause I only find Passion when I dream.