Helpless

Pray to God
When doing bad
Been praying for months
And my depts are still unpaid
Just got laid off
And the car is acting up
Food is getting scarced
And my children's happiness is lost
The neighborhood where I live
Don't make matters much easier
Just the other day
My window air conditioner walked away
I can't go no further
This hole is filling up with pain
The more that pours in
The deeper I drown in tears of rain
What can I do
To turn my life around
Grab a .45 caliber pistol
And instantly
My body is earth ward bound