Lost

When I was a child
You appeared strong
In control
A force of nature
Central to my world

As a young man
Starting out
We became
Disconnected
Separated

The birth of my child
Brought approbation
His progress in life
Polite interest
Not jubilation

Miles apart
Sporadic calls
Fewer visits
Birthday wishes
Christmas cards

Your grandson has
Flown the nest
Grade A student
The best of the best
A military man

You are now older
Frail and alone
Your life has regrets
Disappointments
Things unsaid

A long journey made
To her who created
Raised and educated
Undoubtedly loved
To visit and embrace

Arriving at her home
It's quiet, deserted
Bed stripped bare
Nothing to be done
We check into an hotel

Make enquiries around
Checked hospital admissions
Soon located and confirmed
Visit duly planned
Armed with flowers

When we arrive
Quietly greeted
Show to an office
Gently seated
My mother has died

Quickly and peacefully
Old age and illness
Finally triumphant
Last respects too late
Nothing more to be said