Flower Againts Gun Powder

Last night at midnight
I felt something ignite
Despite trying to fight
This undefined pride
Thats been stuck in my mind
So put that aside
I use to contemplate suicide
I cried everysingle night
So I learned how to fight
Got brought back to the holy light


And its quiet possible
Im slowly on my way to bite the dust
But I must do this last bust to adjust
To this life filled with no trust
Because last night she hit me with that
"You need Rehab"
But how em I suppose to restrain
From trying to explain
That we aint the same
If shes a flower Im simply gunpowder

PAUSE

So chapter after chapter
I rather capture her laughter
Then keep visiting the local pastor
That little boys keep callin master
My current mindset is a disaster
So just let me get back on track
Really felt her like my personal airbag
Because she would relate
To my insomaniac state of mind
Designed to change mankind


And I aint no saint
But she gained my trust
So I cant stop thinking about
The time we spent just as friends
That much that my mind gone tense
Its like my gens have been switched
An addict
To her presence,patience and essence
A friendship reference my entrance
To ask all those questions
I only got good intentions
And tons of emotions
From the visions
And all the bad decisions
Trought my existence - final sentence
May God guide her with his presence.