Mind Prison

Times getting hard / I try not to think about it
Im in the pin just sitting their / tryin writte the ink about it
Ive been a little more stressed / since my gf left me
The devils beside me / I think he might get me
And I could shine / depending on how the light hit me
And drugs fuck ur life up / aint that right Whitney?
And I've been takin those alot / they dont seem to work
And words aint shit / cuz now they all seem to hurt
I sent someone away once / I thought they loved me
Come see me twice a year / and thats if Im lucky
And for them back stabbing goons
When the knife is stuck / its alot deeper then the woudns
Cuz I didnt cash my realiy check
Surrounded by the fake / but cant escape reality yet
I was tryina feed my family / took me as a threat
Put me away / now its hard for me to accept
That things change / and its hard for me to forget
Baby moms getting pregnat over / meaningles sex
Not to mention mothers day / I lost one of my best homies
My fam got love for me / that they cant show me
Cuz they dont really know me / I mean
They do but they dont really know who I am
And thats the truth so / I gotta take that with a grain of salt
Accept that everything thats happened is my fault
I may never see my moms on this streets again
The lord calling me / I might be meeting him
Before I get to the day of my realese
Cuz its all a game / that this mfs playin for keeps
And the fact still remains that the pain is a real emotion
Something you gotta have / a door you cant open
Cuz iven when you feel like everythings broken
Men gotta be men / iven if its pretend
I cant hold it in / most of this mfs are a lie
Sometimes I gotta take me a shower to cry
Thats the only time I get / a moment thats privet
My moment of peace / and thats were I find it
This is my life and its making me sick