Different views

What you see as paranoia,
I see as being prepared for everything
...even when some of the things are improbable and impossible.
You say I am a bundle of anxiety.
I say I am just overly rational and can already know for certain that things will go wrong.
You declare me double checking the door obsessive,
Especially when I do it six times in a row.
I would tell you I'm just making sure we are safe.
I check all the books on my shelf twice a day to make sure they are all still in order.
You told me to stop because it is weird..
But I know for certain that the first hunger games book was not between book two and three yesterday morning.
Every time I talk to myself you call me crazy,
I don't say its me running over conversations I want to have with you but know I never will.
You say I'm clingy when I ask you to let me know you got home safe.
I'm just making sure you didn't get hurt.

You told me I'm too messed up to be with and you are tired of me.
I told the open air after you left
That I am unique and amazing and you got tired because you spent all your time on the bad instead of resting on the good.