Plea's

i want to scream out my pain, but have to keep it in
no one except you would understand.
and now you're gone.
i'm left to carry on with my life,
as if nothing ever happened.
no goodbye, nothing at all.
you think that i can erase it?
i believed in you, in what you said.
i lived for each moment with you.
i'm in limbo, drifting, silently hoping,
that you meant what you told me.
praying you will return.
when you said you were cruel, oh i see you meant it.
that you would enjoy my pain.
i hope you are, you are still the only one i wish to serve.