Empathizers Curse...

I am capable of reliving moments I've never lived
Even deeper I can experience all the emotions that those kind of momemts give.
I hate it cause to the feelings I succumb
I cry for people who dont cry, and feel for those who are numb
Vivid pictures screen play in my head , the sounds and surroundings all crystal clear
The anger, the hate, the wishing it end and fear
The idea of your body being taken and soul being tarnished
All of these thoughts,  moments and feelings I struggle with to harness
Cause those I care about I become
I try to embrace it but it's often something i run from
I may not show there scars but i suffer from their trauma
Empathy is my curse....
I am capable of reliving moments I've never lived
Even deeper I can experience all the emotions that those kind of momemts give