watery grave

I'm sitting at the edge    
the water shimmers in the sun  
the girl I like sitting next to me    
hair blowing in the wind    
we smile at each other    
the wind dies down    
we hug then I feel a tug    
as the block drags me down    
I look into her eyes  and wonder     
is this goodbye    
I slip into the water    
slowly sinking    
looking up at her smiling  
my last thought is why    
must I die when the sky    
is so blue I feel the air leaving me    
as i start to struggle    
I look up and see her with a guy    
and now I know why    
she used me    
made me feel wanted    
only to sit back and watch me die